This was really tough for me because I had to be tough and couldn't just be sad like I wanted.
When I got home I basically became a blubbering mess because I missed my grandpa and I never really got a proper goodbye.
It helps knowig that I'll see him again, and that he's peaceful and no longer in pain.
It still is extremely difficult to not have him here. It feels like a chunck of my life is missing.
Our whole family is kindof acting strange - most likely because we're grieving in our own ways. It still doesn't make it easier that everyone seems to be either crying or angry.
My grandma asked me to sing at the funeral - I'm more than happy to.. I think i owe that- at least - to grandpa. I just worry that I'll be a blubber mess and sing like crap. I hope grandpa likes it and is up there watching ❤️
I love you to the moon and back grandpa. You're the best. Keep watching over and loving us.
Xoxo, brynnie bear ❤️
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